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Wednesday, July 08, 2009





Monday, July 06, 2009

4 years ago, 6/7/05, K made me his girl friend at 1.26am.  Happy anniversary.
3 years after, misfortune caused by fate and misunderstandings happened which tore us apart,. It was a test of fate.
May 16 09, by incident and fate, it was destiny that led us back to each other again.
Regardless the outcome, the status or however you wanna call it, today, 6th July 2009 marks the day of a change in my life.
a change i've decided to make for the better of myself.
nevertheless, i still do love you. never once did stop loving you.
You should know.
Thank you for the past few weeks and days and whenever you gave your time to me. to us.

 


Sunday, July 05, 2009

Symptoms & Types

Bipolar is a complex illness. There are many different symptoms -- and several different types -- of bipolar disorder. The primary symptoms of the disorder are dramatic and unpredictable mood swings. The various types of bipolar disorder range from mild to severe.

Symptoms

The primary symptoms of bipolar disorder are dramatic and unpredictable mood swings.

Mania symptoms may include excessive happiness, excitement, irritability, restlessness, increased energy, less need for sleep, racing thoughts, high sex drive, and a tendency to make grand and unattainable plans.

Depression symptoms may include sadness, anxiety, irritability, loss of energy, uncontrollable crying, change in appetite causing weight loss or gain, increased need for sleep, difficulty making decisions, and thoughts of death or suicide.

Types

There are several types of bipolar disorder; all involve episodes of depression and mania to a degree. They include bipolar I, bipolar II, cyclothymic disorder, mixed bipolar, and rapid-cycling bipolar disorder.

A person affected by bipolar I disorder has had at least one manic episode in his or her life. A manic episode is a period of abnormally elevated mood, accompanied by abnormal behavior that disrupts life.

Bipolar II is similar to bipolar I disorder, with moods cycling between high and low over time. However, in bipolar II disorder, the "up" moods never reach full-on mania.

In rapid cycling, a person with bipolar disorder experiences four or more episodes of mania or depression in one year. About 10% to 20% of people with bipolar disorder have rapid cycling.

In most forms of bipolar disorder, moods alternate between elevated and depressed over time. But with mixed bipolar disorder, a person experiences both mania and depression simultaneously or in rapid sequence.

Cyclothymia (cyclothymic disorder) is a relatively mild mood disorder. People with cyclothymic disorder have milder symptoms than in full-blown bipolar disorder.

Complications

Self-injury, often referred to as cutting, self-mutilation, or self-harm, is an injurious attempt to cope with overpowering negative emotions, such as extreme anger, anxiety, and frustration. It is usually repetitive, not a one-time act.

Warning Signs

When a person's illness follows the classic pattern, diagnosing bipolar disorder is relatively easy. But bipolar disorder can be sneaky. Symptoms can defy the expected manic-depressive sequence.

Suicide is a very real risk for people with bipolar disorder, whether they're in a manic or depressive episode -- 10%-15% of people with bipolar disorder kill themselves. But treatment greatly lowers the risk.


Thursday, July 02, 2009

 

I knew you loved me I chose to go I knew that you would find me But I pretended not to know It wasn’t cos I was unhappy It wasn’t cos I was blind Or could I have been when I said

I’m gonna let the wind blow Leave the past behind The memories will do just fine They’ll saturate in time I’m gonna make it on my own Make it on my own

I took the highway Built on sand I knew you’d be there for me But I refused to hold your hand The going’s good all around me But deep inside I can’t find A reason to live without you

But can I let the wind blow? Leave the past behind? The memories they cloud my mind I know I crossed the line Should I just journey on alone? I can’t bear to find The pain I caused you all this time When I look in your eyes

I’m gonna let the wind blow Leave the past behind The memories will do just fine They’ll saturate in time Don’t have to make it all alone Cos in your eyes I find The tears that loved me all this time

You loved me all this time

All This Time by Juwita Suwito


Tuesday, June 30, 2009






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